hello central java!

 

I've go to Jogja and solo for 5 days. Actually, i don't really like jogja. Not because the people or the city. I just don't like their culture. Jogja's people like to plays kuda lumping, and they possessed because of some 'unknown spirit' that enter to their body. In that condition, they can eat a glass or barbed wire, and sometimes they can attack people around there. It's really scared.
I've write that post not to make you hate Jogja's culture. Its just my opinion. By the way, there are some photo I take in jogja. Here is it.

Keep walking, Hamster!

What a beautiful sunflower.

breath

"Things that need to end is judging others just what they like to wear, listen to, believe in, or how they look."

I am trying now. Really.

I don't want to doing bad things anymore.

I just don't wanna be worst and worst in your eyes, God.

I really want to be a better person.

try to don't judging people, try to forgive everyone who hurting me, try to be more and more patience, try to loves my family and friend more than before. And of course, loves u more and more than anything.

Just help me, ya? I have no one to leads me.

But i am seriously. I really want to change.

i really do.

hello 11.11.11 !

Today, my special post is for my hunny bunny sweety, Evelyn Ongkodjojo hahahaha :*

tomorrow i promise to write a post about her. so i do it today!

she's my friend since i'm on 10th grade on sinlui shs. She's very kind person, funny, smart, very very very very patient (to teach me, on english subject i mean. and u know, i got 81! thankyopu dear :*), always hungry and of course, NO LIES!

 with her, i can tell anything. when we boring, we can text each other just to say "hi honey" or "hello dear". And i think every time we text, you always say that your hungry, isn't it? hahahahahaha and i just say remember the fat on your body dear, lol.

but, it is very sweet for me :) (for u to, right?? :D)

 I never want we have a problem, because i am think i never find another person like u again. I love you with all my heart. BBF! BFF ya! :*

i just wish our friendship never end :* (kiss and big hug)

not good enough

I know I am not smart enough on english so I can't write a good articel in my blog.
But, I love to write and blogging.

I think on my blog I can share anything.

When I feel very bad I can write here.

When I feel upset, I can write here.

I really need a place to share my life.

stay strong

reading yoan's articel its really touching. stay strong bunbun!

America next top model cycle 16 "crazy for"

i know it too late for me to post about that cycle. but i still want to post it! i love this session so damn much!

 crazy for fur

 crazy for shoes

crazy for bag

 crazy for make up (2 tumbs up for u jaqueline :D )

 crazy for hair (do you think that she crazy of hair?)

 crazy for sale

crazy for accessories

platform

Now i fall in love with platform! Actually i love it after i see a fashion blogger who love platform wear it and it seem so gorgeous, unique, and edgy in the same time.

source : tumblr.com

All day long photo session

I have made my photo session with Lunette. That photo session is for my birthday on 8th Oct 2011. I'm so tired and boring because it is one-day photo session. One of the photographer very cool and it make me feel more boring. But actually it's good to have my photo with them. :)

The ginger doll is one of my photographer's, and I find it on his car.
I just fall in love with that doll and I playing it during the way to another photon session place.
And I so thankful to whoever that bring that doll to me so I can have the picture with that doll.

This is the edited photo from them, and next time I'll post another non-edited photo. Hope I don't forget it :)

 

Wardrobe : from my own collection
make up and hair do : Cherry

After lunette suggested me to use cherry as my make up artist for that pre-sweet photo, I just in love with her works. Not to much, just perfect for me.

 Photography by lunette visual industrie

Dream high

Dream High

I can fly high, I believe that

I can go up in that sky

Open my wings

Fly freely up more then anyone

Believe in myself once more, Belive in my faith

Bet everything, and I'm going to jump a wall taller then me

Dont give up on your dreams

When you're young, DREAM HIGH

Taecyeon, Wooyoung, IU, Suzy, JOO - Dream High

I have a dream, Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds

Deep in my heart I have a dream as precious as gem

One day I will pass over that wall

And be able to fly As high as the sky

This heavy thing called life can't tie me down

At the end of my life I can smile, let's be together

Insooni - Goose's Dream

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away

And I was standing blankly

I don’t have anything left any more

I thought about giving up everything, but

I am standing up again

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement

I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

Kim Soo Hyun - Dreaming

I can’t let you go till I die, if you go, if you leave, fix my heart

Let me live without any pain, if not since I can’t live

I can’t let you go till I die

2AM - I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die

Because of you I was able to feel what love is

So I thank you

Honey, you are my valentine

You’re my love forever

Honey, you are my valentine

You’re still my love even if you’ve left me

Nickhun & Taecyeon - My Valentine

My cold heart suddenly a little bit melted when you come to me

And then secretly you filled my heart

While thinking of you, I realize you're already in my heart

At first I didn't know I'd be like that

I'd be thinking of you, I'd be loving you

Maybe you're the one 

Maybe it is true 

We always very closed each other

So I didn't know that I'm in love with you

I knew it's too late, I knew it's now but

This heart will be never swayed

Sunye - Maybe

Whenever I see you, whenever you smile for me 

Little by little, my feelings for you grew

When I think of you, when I picture you, 

my beating heart doesn’t know how to stop

I can’t hide my feelings anymore, I want to give it all to you

I’m always close to you, can’t I love you? 

This heart wants to protect you more than anyone else, 

Can you accept it?

To be the one that’s in your heart, can’t I be that? 

To be the most important person in your life is what I want to be

Now its no secret that my heart is filled with love for you

2AM Changmin and JinWoon - Can't I Love You

Don’t leave

Don’t lie 

Don’t try to tie me down with empty words,

To see us separate like this, it scares me.

To see us carry on like this, it scares me more

Would you come back?

The love we had hurts too much, just like this,

Even though we were happy

For the last time, please think it twice

I beg you

Junsu & Lim Jeong Hee - Don't Go

Just hearing news about you,

I shed tears once again

Flowing tears mean you still weren’t forgotten

If I don’t want anyone else, then that means I did not forget you

I wanted to say that many days went by to forget you but…

It couldn’t be done

I can’t forget you

Because I still love you

The saying, “Anybody’s love will eventually be forgotten over time..”

says who?

Park Jin Young - If

I hope this tears will stop running someday

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

~ IU - Someday

i'm back !

woahh i didn't post anything for a long time, sorryyy :'(

i've many homeworks to do :'(

my mom tell me that my father's friend got brain cancer because he in front of the computer for a day.

my mom so scared.

so she don't let me to open computer for hours.

i wish you here...

At first, I am just friends with you,

but after a long time I am getting closer to you

I have falling in love with you.

But, when I realize this feeling,
I also realized that you already can not be mine

And that love make me fell stupid.
but i never regret for loving you, with all my heart..

tumblr ♥

There's some picture i got from tumblr

so cool right? :)

By the way, if you have a tumblr's account, let follow my tumblr and feel free to ask anything to me.Thanks.