jolly july

Hello. Can't believe that it's already July. Time fly too fast, doesn't it? So, i officially(?) finished my first year in university. Have some good friends there and my test score good enough, i think my university life not as bad as i imagined before. Few days ago, me and my friend decided to went to mall because we don't know what should we do in campus but we won't back home. So here we go.

I bought a stiletto heels from Zara. I took it without thinking twice and my friend like, "we just entered this store for less than 5 minutes and you already queued to pay?" But I love this heels. I've been searching for a long time since it's already sold out there and I can't find another store who sell that kind of heels. So, when i came last time and look that stiletto, I bought it without even telling my mom because I think if you want to buy something then buy it, or you'll be blame yourself why you don't buy it.

Btw, it's on end season sale, so it's okay. :p

Honestly, I want the blue one since i love blue, but i think black is not bad. I can tell you that I am not kind of girls who usually buy a pair of heels like that because I don't wear heels everyday to mall. I prefer to wear something comfy like flat or flip flop. I think my obsession about that one a little bit abnormal. I even buy one size bigger since i can't find mine.

 PS : editing my photo because have nothing to do. Personally I like the red light effect :p

daydreaming

This post must be posted last week but i forgot it. My bad, sorry :(
I got a long holiday (almost one month), although it's not a semester holiday. You jealous, right? hahaha. But having a holiday like this make me more depressed because i don't know what should i do and end up watching running man all day long. I sit in front of my laptop and online almost 8 hours every day and make myself very very unproductive, 진짜.  I also eat a lot since I have too much free time. I think I am gonna be a polar bear if I got one-year-holiday. *sigh*

cry

when you angry, what you do?

when you disappointed, what you do?

when you sad, what you do?

cry.

 

i am kind of people who can cry easily when i watch a romantic drama, but not easily cry when people angry with me. but, when it comes to my parent, i turn into a cry-out baby. every words they said killing me slowly. i feel disappointed yet angry in the same time, and what i do is cry.

i just make a quick post because honestly, i need to talk with someone right now or just write that on my blog. btw, i am in love with flower lately ( i don't hate flower before, okay?). maybe because i am watch a lot of drama or because i am become a hopeless romantic person. :p

image from tumblr.

Friendship bracelet part 2

I've write this post a couple weeks ago but have no time to upload the picture from my phone. So, here is it.

Few month ago, I make a post about how to make the partition on friendship bracelet, and now I am going to tell you how to make a simple friendship bracelet. Oh, and about the tutorial to make the partition, you can click here.

Some of you maybe think making friendship bracelets is very difficult, but I am sure it will be so easy if you pay attention to the detail and of course, patient.

loneliness

I think loneliness is bothering me. i don't know why. even there's a lot of people beside me, but i still feel i am alone. who can i trust? who hate me? who talk behind me?  i can't even make sure that my close friend love me as much as i do. life is gonna complicated because my heart works too hard, i think.

btw, i am tired being "bullied". i give " " because it's an implicit bullying. i mean, they're playing with me and because i respond it with a laugh, they become more annoying. started with a small action, then it comes to execrable. they pull my chair and it started. they draw my hand with a pen, they sign in my book, they got my stitch pencil case and playing with the stitch's tail. i can't move because the teacher was there and their foot hold my chair. so i stuck there. they call me fragile because i don't fight beck after what they do. i told you, it's not because i can't, but i don't want to. i am not angry. seriously. i am just tired.

and for whoever got bullied, be strong! maybe i can't give you a better motivation, but i know what you feel. remember, karma does exist.

just wait.

have a test next week so i need to studying right know. wish me tons of luck.

take a walk

 

I am not in the mood to write(hahahaha!), so let the picture do the talking. Enjoy!:)

 

 

Kuala lumpur, Kinabalu, Malaysia - 2012