Wednesday, October 17, 2012


Every spoken word interpreted as something mean. When I don't talk they think I am mad. When I talk, they don't interest. Everything I do is wrong. That's why I feel strange in my home. I think something called home is a place where you can share anything with your family member, do silly things, be yourself, and still accepted. It's not what I feel. I have one brother, and yes, he's totally different with me. He's smart, diligent, and patient. The problem is our different being compared and it is totally sucks. How can you wish both of your child become that perfect?
You always angry when I hang out with my friend frequently, but have you realize that I go because I feel not wanted? I don't know, I am too sensitive or what, but it's really hurt when you treat me like that.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

happy birthday to me

I'm officially 18 today! I am so thankful because God let me to see the world for 18 years. I feel totally blessed because I have a super super super family that always support me and friends that always stay beside me. I totally feel wanted, loved.

This doll is a gift from celine. I don't know this is rilakkuma's head or not (yes, I am crazy about rilakkuma!), but it's totally cute and soft!

This pretty birthday card is from inke

She bought me this mug because few days ago, I met this mug and I say to her "this mug was so cute, right?" and then TARAAAAA!

NB : I just wanna say THANK YOU for all the birthday wishes, for the gift, for the cake, for the surprise from EOK-ers, for everything! Thank you, thank you, thank you!