wheel of life

"What has happened before, even it's hurt, let it go. Or you'll always life in the past."

I just realized that I am already a college student, not a high school student anymore! Next month I'll start my college in the faculty of dentistry. Yes, I'll be a dentist in 4 years later (or 5? I forget it! lol)! It just unbelievable for me. If you ask every kids on primary school what they want to be when they are grown, most of them will say "I want to be a doctor!", so do I. When I was a kid, I want to be a doctor or a pharmacist. I think it's cool to wear a doctor coat. But when I am on high school, I know to be a doctor is not as easy as I think, and I know I am not that smart. So I am applying for faculty of pharmaceutical, and being approved. Then, many people tell me that study about a pharmacist is same with doctor( read : to hard for my brain). Actually, I don't know what I want to be. I love dress, i love fashion, but I know my parent wouldn't let me to be a fashion designer. They 'implicitly' just give me three option. A doctor, a dentist, or a pharmacist. Because I think doctor and pharmacist are to hard for me, so I choose to be a dentist!
I am not the kind of people who wouldn't do something I don't want, and I think be a dentist is not bad, right? We just live once, dare to try! :)

inside of all

"Even if the world betray you, you just yourself. Be brave, to stand up if you thing that is right, even it means you must stand alone."

Judging is something that you cannot avoid. It comes to you. Some is for your good, some is not.

I think everyone ever get a judge. So do I.

Not just from your friends, sometimes your family do.

People say you don't well-dressed, you have bad personality, you are nerd, and another kind of judge.

Don't be angry. What you need to show them is the prove. Maybe you're not perfect (yeah, nobody perfect), but you are worth it, just the way you are.

Your approval is not needed. My life is not based on other people's expectations. I am born this way.

Don't be afraid of being judged, maybe some people might hate you for it but some people will love you for it, be silly, be crazy, be you.

Dream high

Dream High

I can fly high, I believe that

I can go up in that sky

Open my wings

Fly freely up more then anyone

Believe in myself once more, Belive in my faith

Bet everything, and I'm going to jump a wall taller then me

Dont give up on your dreams

When you're young, DREAM HIGH

Taecyeon, Wooyoung, IU, Suzy, JOO - Dream High

I have a dream, Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds

Deep in my heart I have a dream as precious as gem

One day I will pass over that wall

And be able to fly As high as the sky

This heavy thing called life can't tie me down

At the end of my life I can smile, let's be together

Insooni - Goose's Dream

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away

And I was standing blankly

I don’t have anything left any more

I thought about giving up everything, but

I am standing up again

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement

I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

Kim Soo Hyun - Dreaming

I can’t let you go till I die, if you go, if you leave, fix my heart

Let me live without any pain, if not since I can’t live

I can’t let you go till I die

2AM - I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die

Because of you I was able to feel what love is

So I thank you

Honey, you are my valentine

You’re my love forever

Honey, you are my valentine

You’re still my love even if you’ve left me

Nickhun & Taecyeon - My Valentine

My cold heart suddenly a little bit melted when you come to me

And then secretly you filled my heart

While thinking of you, I realize you're already in my heart

At first I didn't know I'd be like that

I'd be thinking of you, I'd be loving you

Maybe you're the one 

Maybe it is true 

We always very closed each other

So I didn't know that I'm in love with you

I knew it's too late, I knew it's now but

This heart will be never swayed

Sunye - Maybe

Whenever I see you, whenever you smile for me 

Little by little, my feelings for you grew

When I think of you, when I picture you, 

my beating heart doesn’t know how to stop

I can’t hide my feelings anymore, I want to give it all to you

I’m always close to you, can’t I love you? 

This heart wants to protect you more than anyone else, 

Can you accept it?

To be the one that’s in your heart, can’t I be that? 

To be the most important person in your life is what I want to be

Now its no secret that my heart is filled with love for you

2AM Changmin and JinWoon - Can't I Love You

Don’t leave

Don’t lie 

Don’t try to tie me down with empty words,

To see us separate like this, it scares me.

To see us carry on like this, it scares me more

Would you come back?

The love we had hurts too much, just like this,

Even though we were happy

For the last time, please think it twice

I beg you

Junsu & Lim Jeong Hee - Don't Go

Just hearing news about you,

I shed tears once again

Flowing tears mean you still weren’t forgotten

If I don’t want anyone else, then that means I did not forget you

I wanted to say that many days went by to forget you but…

It couldn’t be done

I can’t forget you

Because I still love you

The saying, “Anybody’s love will eventually be forgotten over time..”

says who?

Park Jin Young - If

I hope this tears will stop running someday

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

~ IU - Someday

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