Friday, August 31, 2012


I'll post my picture from Malaysia after this because............. yeah, I am too lazy to get my DSLR cable and move the picture there to my laptop, so wait until next post! :p.
Almost a month ago, me and my friend, yoan and icil decided to taken a pictures with the professional photographer in our town and we choose Fey photography (again, for me and icil). I highly recommend their service to you who want to get a beautiful pictures of yourself with an affordable price. You won't regret it, I promise ;)

The first theme is vintage. The photographer ask where we want to take the photo and we say up to you, so she recommend mangrove.

The sun is so bright (you can see yoan's eyes just like a line, right?), the grass is tingle, and my heels is destroyed. But I just totally happy because my struggle is completely paid. These pictures is so lovely!

The second theme is school uniform. We just want to make a pictures with school uniform to show that we've ever been Sinlui students and we are so proud of it!

We are talking about how we miss our high school life, how we miss to wear that uniform, how we miss each other, how we miss our friends and teachers, and how we love our high school.

3 years not a long time for me. It just too fast that my high school is end. I get a lot of experiences, friends, knowledge and memories there. I've nothing to regret. I just want to say sorry if I ever hurt your heart, and I want to say thank you to you, who stay beside me no matter what, who stay support me, who keep believe in me, who give me a hug when they know something wrong happen to me, who make me know that there is a lot of people that still love me just the way I am. Thank you.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

homy home

Welcome home! I've just arrived at Surabaya yesterday and I really exhausted after clean up my house, so I decided to make a post today, and here is it.

Tarakan is not a big town. I think it is so small! You can go everywhere in that town just in less then 45 minutes (with car of course :p). What a small city, but have a pretty beach. I show this photo to my friend and she think I take this photo when I go to Bali few month ago. Honestly, the beach and the sky is not as blue as you see and not as pretty as you think. It just effect from my DSLR, in a good way I mean.

Another things I like from Tarakan is the environment. I am proudly say that it is still so green. I've ever see Tarakan's map and you know, more than half of this city is a forest!
Nevertheless, Tarakan is hotter than Surabaya! I don't know how come a lot of tree cannot reduce that.


Thursday, August 9, 2012

see ya!

It will be my last post for this month (I think ), because tomorrow I'll off to my hometown again, and maybe I'll go to Malaysia to visit my uncle there.
And ya, it's so hard to find internet connection there because my modem there already off since i left it 3 years ago, so I think i cannot update my blog until the end of this month.
I will posting as soon as I can. Stay tuned!

Monday, August 6, 2012

wheel of life

"What has happened before, even it's hurt, let it go. Or you'll always life in the past."

I just realized that I am already a college student, not a high school student anymore! Next month I'll start my college in the faculty of dentistry. Yes, I'll be a dentist in 4 years later (or 5? I forget it! lol)! It just unbelievable for me. If you ask every kids on primary school what they want to be when they are grown, most of them will say "I want to be a doctor!", so do I. When I was a kid, I want to be a doctor or a pharmacist. I think it's cool to wear a doctor coat. But when I am on high school, I know to be a doctor is not as easy as I think, and I know I am not that smart. So I am applying for faculty of pharmaceutical, and being approved. Then, many people tell me that study about a pharmacist is same with doctor( read : to hard for my brain). Actually, I don't know what I want to be. I love dress, i love fashion, but I know my parent wouldn't let me to be a fashion designer. They 'implicitly' just give me three option. A doctor, a dentist, or a pharmacist. Because I think doctor and pharmacist are to hard for me, so I choose to be a dentist!
I am not the kind of people who wouldn't do something I don't want, and I think be a dentist is not bad, right? We just live once, dare to try! :)

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

inside of all

"Even if the world betray you, you just yourself. Be brave, to stand up if you thing that is right, even it means you must stand alone."

Judging is something that you cannot avoid. It comes to you. Some is for your good, some is not.
I think everyone ever get a judge. So do I.
Not just from your friends, sometimes your family do.
People say you don't well-dressed, you have bad personality, you are nerd, and another kind of judge.
Don't be angry. What you need to show them is the prove. Maybe you're not perfect (yeah, nobody perfect), but you are worth it, just the way you are.
Your approval is not needed. My life is not based on other people's expectations. I am born this way.

Don't be afraid of being judged, maybe some people might hate you for it but some people will love you for it, be silly, be crazy, be you.